thursday
Fortune vomits on my eiderdown once more. what the hell has happened? has someone dropped an atom-bomb onto the netherlands and now we have a fruit-shortage or why did i just have to pay € 2,45 for a bowl of tomatoes????????!!!!!! fuck. money’s getting an increasing issue.
sorry for not updating the journal, but you haven’t really missed a lot. got not so good news that i might tell you about at an appropriate time or an appropriate place. whatever. “dialogues” is still not finished and i have a stinging pain in my right knee every time i put weight on it. i can’t even walk through the apartment properly 
the past week-end i had the brilliant idea to wash my duvet and the pillows because it was supposed the last couple of summery days and i love it when the washing can dry in the backyard in the sun. so i put the two blankets and the pillows into the communal washing machine in the cellar which can be used by all tenants of the building. when i returned an hour later it had fallen over and the water and electricity connection had been cut. apparently when it started to whirl it danced so frenetically that it crashed from the concrete pedestal it was standing on and landed face down on the floor. that made my day.
i will be petty pissed and truly insufferable if that knee-pain will keep me from going to the gym today.
