A Thousand Plateaus

woke up with massive hangover.

bad dreams : very weird : i was living in a ran-down house and the place to put my bike was a little shack in the backyard, and it was filled with stuff : old, broken things. and suddenly i was standing in a wide field, by a tree and i saw a giant bear in the distance and i thought: how beautiful, wild animals living here. but then i spotted a baby bear right by my feet and i knew that my life was in danger so i ran towards a high fence and tried to climb it. then i was in an apartment where i was living with a mixture of x. and s., but she was not home. the apartment was one long corridor, and there was a stereo and after i had gotten up i tried to shut down the stereo because i needed to go to work and you had to do it like shutting down a windows-computer but the mouse wouldn’t work. suddenly angelo (the cook from the café) was standing next to me, and i told him that my girlfriend wasn’t there so he checked out an empty room and there was a telescope by the window and when he looked through it he could see the harbor, and by the harbor-market his two bosses (who own the café) were buying vegetables and they were just getting into their old truck and i was there, too and then we drove into a roundabout and the car in front of us was yours : a small italian one pimped up with airbrush flames and i hid and i could hear what you were thinking “i don’t want to be associated with the band anymore” 

decided to have a healthy food day and bought salad for dinner and a bag of cookies for breakfast. here’s a visual reference i need somewhere else.

the two hamburgers are steaming while i’m satnding in the entrance of the pharmarcy at the venloer strasse, seeking shlter from the rain. it’s 3 in the morning and raining cats and dogs. the mcdonalds a hundred meters back is open all night. two hamburgrs, they taste sweet. i could eat two more as i’m waiting for the rain to wear out. yes, i *did* bring an umbrella, decided for save against cool, and it was a good decision because otherwise i’d be soaked to the skin or would have to get a taxi. my breath is steaming as much as the food because it has gotten cold. i’m still watching a thousand drops of rain exploding onto the street. they whoosh. in my ears: gene. i rediscovered them today and in the gym they gave me an unbelievable boost of energy! (remind me to post an mp3 tomoroow) in my eyes: people running past me, hoods over their heads, trying to hail cabs, only one hamburger is steaming now. i met with jamie, jenny and marlene tonight, which was good because we hadn’t met in months. first we went to a fancy thai restaurant, then to a semi-hip bar afterwards. good talks, though some of them were sad. i drank too much. way too much. spent too much money. there goes the cohen concert. more rain but i’ll eat up now, take the umbrella and jump ob´ver the puddles to get home.