Friday, March 7, 2008
have i already told you that? | 15.24 km
on the machine today : “jigsaw falling into place” started and i tried to keep up with the rhythm and when that great last part started i had this painful flashback of how you were standing on your balcony that was facing the street, barely dressed, waving down goodbye to me while i was walking home. by the corner i turned around again and you were still standing there, looking at me. i thought it was affection. but you probably only wanted to make sure that i was gone for good. Jigsaw falling into place / There is nothing to explain / You eye each other as you pass / She looks back, you look back / Not just once / Not just twice / Wish away the nightmare / Wish away the nightmare / You’ve got a light you can feel it on your back bloodyfuckingfuckhell! i miss you 
got bizarre and disquieting news from paula
packed my bag tonight for the gig tomorrow. as i said the other day : there’s no way to express how much i’m looking forward to it, how much i need it. i will have to think about what to do when it’s over. there’s no way i’ll wait another year for the next one!
