Saturday, August 18, 2007
woke up again today / realized i hate myself / my face is a disease
more work on the conclusion which has shrunken considerably! i might be able to finish it on monday or tuesday. then i can rewrite the introduction for the rest of the week and then rework the other chapters. sigh. hope all this will work out in time. i’m really getting nervous. of course i doesn’t help to skype with florida from three to six in the morning. but it was a much needed recharge of intellectual affection.
found another cool chord pattern today. it’s amazing, but there are songs when you least expect them.
plan for tomorrow : get up, gym and then maybe meeting you in the afternoon. you introduced the suggestion for a casual date with the words: “you know, i’ve got a new bike now, brand new silver mountain-bike. if the weather’s good we could meet and go on a ride on sunday…” *shrugsshoulders* idontknowidontknowidontknow. maybe i *do* want you to fall madly in love with me. pft! as if this would ever happen!
